Sparks To The Eternal Flame
My loved ones, my precious friends of which I know as Allie and Lorena. They officially have changed my life, They forced me to change and to find god deep in my heart. Where i felt like I didn’t have anything left anymore, as if every robbed me of it , robbing me of everything I’ve done and plan to do. Yet with a spark to the flame i was reintroduced to what I thought that was just something I was to obey and not enjoy. Yet thanks to Them I lived through what now are the biggest and most important moments in my life right now.
Biggest Gratification is to Lorena, I think I would’ve strolled away from everything that was real love and life (Jesus)if it wasn’t for her making me realize the truth, the way, the life. :]
I fi
nd myself alone, breathing every single moment that might make up my future or reach down to play with the past.
A sanctuary is a place I tend to share with myself, when the stars toss their heads and dance across a glistening sky. A home where everything feels right ,This, I lay on my rooftop. Sudden warmth takes place attacking my skin, a fire grew hot and raged violently as the icy needle like wind broke it’s barriers. Every breathe represented a restless moment consisting of spanning memories, all in which had dug deep into my inner core.
I often loose myself, my being, throughout the process of just laying there. An evening cold dancing upon my sensitive skin.
Abundant with countless thoughts,goals, desires. It all seeps in like a burning wound that brigs and related measure up, upon stimulating it,that of, which night time does for me victoriously.
Binding the time, I seem to wander past my daily life, past all of the insincere bumps and restrictions contaminating my little plundered path.
It brings my many conclusions to broadening problems present from before or ahead. As if I had my own personal therapist gratefully standing beside me asking desperately what’s wrong, what problems are challenging you.
Knowing I get huge quantities of this, in and out of dwelling into my desolate head, most of which was shackled to daily chores, homework, small complaints. Just in general “LIFE”.
But outside it all was my home, my sanctified sanctuary. Built from laughs, hugs, smiles, even simple words of support and love. It creates almost a bronze-orange adorned atmosphere. That fed the oil to a raging flame, consuming my mind,body and soul. Oh how warm ,how alive i felt in my paradise.
Simply put.
Even so many wonder what supply’s the demand of my heavenly sanctuary. Where a mist embeds dew upon each and every rose, where night time reigns concocting a immense darkening envelope of darkness around me. Where every breathe signals a intense feeling of warmth,peace, and love. Where I can visualize clearly the love, the thoughts, the feelings shared between me and my loved ones.
Such precious people are able to enlighten every aspect of the term and feeling “happiness”.
Everything I am in pursuit of is God, Pursuit of True Happiness, Pursuit of People who care, Pursuit of Real Heartfelt Pure Love, Pursuit of The Treasures God Has In Store For Me.
The Man At The Well

Oh how they long for the embers of fire,
Or the flooding of an unquenchable rain,
Where sparks embrace a searing desire,
Even amidst the water which envelopes all pain,
They dwell near and far, in the soil they’ve cultivated,
To start what they believe to be their stake,
In a world that contorts and shakes,
It’s never enough, it’s never enough,
Break it must for the world is consumed by hatred,
Stepped on, frowned upon, the seed is entirely mutilated,
Something dark, something dangerous,
This world a breaking black coal,
That nourishes the bingeing of internal rage,
Breathing in each breathe, an untouchable dismay,
Yet a meeting at the well is all it would take,
It didn’t matter whether your flesh would bolt away,
From the roots of the earth that had scratched you,
From the clouds of the sky that had blocked you,
Your heart contradicted, everything that you predicted,
The man at the well pierced past your own last decision,
Made an incision in which you would breath a new day,
This world something your now not of is simply whisked away,
Perspective On What Women Should Mostly Be
Reigning Roles of a Godly/Real Woman: Mother, Nurturer and the Lord’s Servant
Now many people might argue with me truly about how a woman should be, the biggest contributors in this area being Feminists, which are quite against the opinion of mine that I have. That real women, like god created it to be, should be feminine and should take their role of nurturers and mothers. This is why you are captivated by a woman who has a tender heart, merciful, loving heart that cares and supports you. This is why elderly women are perceived as such kind hearted, for they have grown in their feminine quality, they’ve grown in an achieved stature where femininity was appreciated and seen as the ideal woman.
Ask yourself this. “Would you like to be around a woman who enjoys being feminine and nurturing to not only her own spirit and soul but everyone else’s?”. Of course you would, most women are often displayed as your aids, as your personal nurturers in your time of need, its felt and experienced in every being of your soul (Just like Our Father in heaven). That is why men need woman (because fathers in their hearts are not the ones who can posses the qualities of a woman) for they without them cannot raise their children in the best possible manner. For they are the ideal people, to be comforters, to be the mothers of our children (I’m a guy so I put this opinion in my perspective). This is how a REAL TRADITIONAL FAMILY with a foundation standing firmly on the Lord, seems to outlive one corrupt with the roles of both what the man and woman does. This can further be emphasized through the fact that, Where do you go when you want to be held when you are hurt, when you are broken, when you need someone to nurture and comfort you. Every single time it will by your mom if she takes on her true abilities and qualities of feminine flair that god gave to woman when the earth was first created.
Example: A boy gets hurt, falls on his bike, he runs to his parents. His dad says “ cool bruise” To give him a sense of manliness and encouragement however the boy will continue running to his mom afterwords for it is automatically embedded in his own self that if he goes to his mom. She will comfort him; make him feel like everything is alright.
Women Have Lost What Their Roles Truly Are
Tell me are you truly enthusiastic when you find yourself around a woman who controls everything? Who bosses everyone around, commanding others to do this and that correctly when it may not be in her field of expertise? Obviously you don’t, for society has often stated that a man is the one who maintains this characteristic due to his rough encouraging qualities. Another reason is it probably bothers you because it’s not a concept belonging to the traditional IDEAL image of a woman.
Side Note: No, I’m not saying a woman can’t do what a male can; they’re perfectly capable at doing what a lot of men do, sometimes even better. What I’m saying is that when you have a man in your life (which is everywhere) and he has the will power to do the work for you and be the provider in your life, also family, then that’s exactly how it should be done. Not the other way around for that’s how Society deemed to put a cataclysmic end to the real image of a woman that god made her to be.
People are drawn, automatically attracted, no matter how young or old to a woman who has grown to be confident in herself, to be courageous, to be her own warrior in her given characteristics and feminine charm. It’s what this world is missing for it has truly tainted who a woman is, the world has drowned in its own filth to the point of making this life every bit not livable especially for women.
How the World Perverted the Identity of a True Woman
Women are now seen as objects of sexual perversion, abuse, and conduct. They’re seen as slaves who are to work like oxen, horses, and sheep, that should satisfy the need and desire of the man’s heart which is stained with perversion to outrageous extents. That a woman should establish herself in both feminine and masculine abilities/concepts. That a woman should take on every characteristic that a man should have and still retain her own. Also that a women is nothing short of an animal, as if she has no personal desires or longings, or that she doesn’t wish anything for a man to do for her instead of her doing something for him. Society makes everything for a man’s pleasure; it sickens me, not only that but also makes our Father in Heaven weep for what the world is doing to its inhabitants’. This world has brainwashed Not only adult women but little girls into believing that’s all they’ll ever have and be.
Example: You look at a: Peoples, Vogue, Marie Clare,or any other fashion sugar glazed magazine. What do you see; you see nothing but skinny (too skinny) models, which literally ruined their life with starvation, who display themselves as nothing but the perfect body of a woman. Oh how this eats away at your emotions, fears, and mentality. Through that, through media circulating on the focus of a woman having to be perfect by the PHYSICAL QUALITIES she is adorned with, are women and girls affected. They understand that they will never be loved unless they’re like that. Like that woman in the magazine. Another is targeted at children before they can understand this detailed concept. When girls see Barbie, what do they imagine and interpret Barbie to be, “THE IDEAL WOMAN” no not like in its true form how god created it to be, but in its perverse form, exactly how this world wants it. This is CLEARLY emphasized when a girl plays with a Barbie doll and observes her, thinking “beautiful, perfect, symmetric” which has no boundaries’ on how fake that image really is. Toy-makers often contribute widely to this brainwashing because the average little 3-7 year old girl will see this Barbie and indulge in that exactly that when she plays with a Barbie and changes her clothes. Subconsciously she will take in that image of her amazingly well made body and make it her foundation of what a woman will only be accepted as, thus concluding that this concept of being perfect doesn’t begin at an adult age but much earlier.
I’ve seen it everywhere, I can’t stand it.
What Women Really Are In the Eyes Of God And What’s Her True Purpose (subcategory)
Her worth is more than most people can imagine:
Gods speaks it in the Bible himself, very clearly in fact:
VERSES:
-Genesis 2:18 “And the LORD God said, “It is not good that a man should be alone; I will make him a helper comparable to him.” Thus showing that women are needed for men to live successfully and happily in the first place, also that she’s the significant role in creation.
Women are ”The finishing touch” to our lords final plan, I can’t even come close to what feminists have to say, That all woman are to be able to be like men, as if that is how woman shall redeem themselves, through being able to do what their counterparts can. Women are made just like men in the image of god; he breathed beauty into their soul, spirit and mind, all in various forms to make her who she is, “The Mother of All Living”- Gen 4:20.
A woman should bask in the essence of her beauty soulfully, spiritually and physically because that is who she is the, feminine essence of beauty. In all honestly, I would love a wife who stays at home, raises the children and mothers them or partakes in god ministry especially if it’s her God given calling while still giving a bit of herself to her children and me. I would joyfully be the provider especially if I made enough to support a family; I believe that a woman shouldn’t do anything that is part of a man’s role because she has a husband or a man, who has the entire god given will power and strength to do it. Why should a woman do it when a man can do it? I also believe that a woman should be treated like a princess because that’s completely what she is, she inherits every bit of the kingdom of heaven as any other follower of Christ does, she is just as special to god in her own way as men are, she should be loved for her essence that she contains and should be treated like she’s actually part of something that no other woman could replace in her loved ones lives. I’m sure every woman longs to be fought for and sought after, to be called lovely. It’s something deeply lodged into every girls soul in the very beginning. That’s what men should do, exactly that. For everything a woman does, she completely deserves it.
Woman are made for so much more that just objects, They are the fabric of the thread of creation that coexists alongside the male in the image of gods beauty. They should be respected to real extents and not ones based on perversion.
This Is My Opinion and My Declaration on What a Woman Should Be, If anything I would love to go into further detail for anyone who desires it.